Saturday, December 29, 2007

My Self-Destruction
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by MEL-. Wrote this cuz I'm feeling down and really horrible today. Won't turn out too good, just wanna let it out.

The sky.
Nothing but a torn, messed up dream
The people around me.
crowds seem to flash by, as tears obstruct my vision

Four walls surround me, every damned day.
it hurts just to get up, to see my own reflection
Reflection in the heart.
as hearts collapse and mishaps occur
The glass mirroring my soul shatters.

Blinded by my hatred
I abhor thee
Every day, nothing is left behind
taken away by my intense passion
A love that never dies
even as i'm fading away

Feel every part of me disappearing
trying to reach out, but i can't hold on any longer
Not even for a second, another hour
the living corpse crawls beneath my veins
Traumatises and tears right through me
dissolving into my emptiness, bitter loneliness

My pain cannot be seen or felt, tasted or smelled
driven by a force that never ceases to kill
How do you know how I feel?
i moan and i groan, all you see is a whimpering ghost
Don't pretend
when i fall, i don't need you to cry.

I look around, at every corner
your eyes are fixed onto me
What do you see?
a pathetic wreck of a wild child?
I stare in horror, as every part tumbles down
the terrifying wound opens up, and bits of me -- strewn everywhere

Overcast skies
Shadows loom ahead
As i prepare
to lay down and watch a playback of my past
Haunting, HAUNTING my eternal rest.

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